With All the Madness in my Soul

I've mentioned to a few people that it's worth subscribing to Netflix just to watch "Springsteen on Broadway," his almost one-man-show that ran at the Walter Kerr Theatre from October 2017 until a couple of weeks ago. On the day it ended, December 15, Netflix picked it up. And either before or after you watch this program, read Michael Hainey's article about Springsteen in Esquire magazine. Even if you think you know Springsteen.As a songwriter, he's on par with Bob Dylan. As a performer, I'm not sure there's anyone better alive today. Springsteen's fans will recount their attendance at his legendary concerts.He's 69 now (and before you catch your breath on that, remember, as I did, that we're all older) and he stands before you, the longtime fan, the new fan, the casual observer, and talks about his life. About his hometown, Freehold, New Jersey, the place he couldn't wait to leave. About his parents, especially his father, who viewed the quiet, sensitive boy as a sissy. About the father-son relationship ("he was my hero, and my greatest foe"). Spoiler alert: it turns out okay in the end, and it might should make you cry a little.His first breakdown occurred when he was thirty-two, years after he'd already enjoyed tremendous success (six million copies of Born to Run sold in the U.S.). It was hard to explain. He says, "All I do know is as we age, the weight of our unsorted baggage becomes heavier . . . much heavier. With each passing year, the price of our refusal to do that sorting rises higher and higher. . . ."As a society, we're talking more about mental illness these days (thankfully), and Springsteen's candor must be helpful. As Hainey writes, "Springsteen's desire to share his demons, and to argue for the need he believes all of us have to confront our own—this is one of the show's great powers. We ignore our demons, he says, at our peril. . . . This is the work of a man revealing his flaws so that he can inspire us to redeem ourselves."Hainey and Springsteen discuss pieces of lyrics (brilliant lyrics) that are so much a part of Springsteen (about the line 'the lies that leave you nothing but lost and brokenhearted,' Springsteen says, “Everybody carries those things with them. It’s a line that always penetrates. It still penetrates for me when I sing it each night.”)And finally, those two lines from "Born to Run," - "Together, Wendy, we can live with the sadness/I'll love you with all the madness in my soul"He was only 24 when he wrote those words, years before he had his first breakdown. And they're possibly the most self-describing lyrics he's ever written.Go watch "Springsteen on Broadway." And let me know what you think.